Horrible feelings Just need to vent. Today is my xth birthday, the first of my birthdays since finding out that i am terminally ill. I recently began a new relationship with a wonderful and beautiful woman that I simply adore and would do anything for. She promised to come by to spend time with me and my daughter today at x:x... its not x:x, she did not come, she did not or text or email... nothing. Not a word. I haven't celebrated my birthday with frinds or SO's in over x years... I don't know why I thought this one would be any different. She promised... Guess Im not good enough to keep a promise to. Happy birthday to me... My heart is breaking.

That sucks. What is your prognosis?

A combination that Im not going to post. Sorry. Its too personal.

I understand. Good luck.

*hugs* happy birthday. :( come on over.

I know how you feel, I have massive anxiety atta cks. :) You'll be fine, just look on the bright side of things!

Wish I could, honestly But a broken heart was not what I wanted for my birthday... all I wanted was to see her smile walk thru my door and into my arms... she even had a gift for my daughter... Im an idiot.

Is this real? I'm so sorry to hear that. The flaw is not in you, it's in the person who is unable to keep a promise to a friend. Spend it with us. We're not real, but we'll entertain you.

yes, you are and your, ummmm, nose grows so nicely

I wish it wasn't real I had sweet dreams and woke to a nightmare.