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I think mainly it stems from the fact that
i used to be a cutter, not like a depressed "i want to end it but i'm too much of a pussy" kind of cutter, i enjoyed the feeling. SO didn't like that but understood that i enjoyed the feeling and one night he asked if i would mind letting him cut me and himself and then tasting each other's blood...sort of as a "bonding" thing i guess. well anyway, i said sure, i'd never really tasted any blood other than my own on occasion so i figured i'd give it a go. i don't mind the metallic taste at all, i kind of like it actually. but in thinking about it i think it's the idea of him giving himself to me like that that i really enjoyed. i've always wanted to be a vampire though, so idk exactly what it is about blood that turns me on lol.
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